Doctors and Diarrhea

The majority of the guys l have dated are doctors. It is no surprise the majority of guys who hit on me are doctors or in the medical field. It is also no surprise that am typing this post in the toilet 🚽. I'm experiencing self-induced diarrhea 😂. Mary, you are disgusting 😤. Maybe. All my doctor exes have had a flashback of a foul moment l put them through ⚠️🤣🤣🤣. Enough of the triggering introduction for now.

My step-grandfather was a doctor. He participated in the world war ll as well. I don't remember the country and I'm not calling my mother or uncles to ask. My mother wanted to be a doctor too. She took the entrance exam after secondary school. She passed but her friend's father bribed an officer to exchange the results for his daughter failing the exam. That was the end of that dream for her. I know what you are thinking and you will have to ask her if you ever meet her in person.

Years later, her children had her dream. She talked about it a lot and I wanted to be a doctor. However, she encouraged my elder sister so much that l got fed up. FYI she too did not become a doctor. I believe this was the subconscious root cause of the attraction to doctors. If l won't be one I'll marry one 😂.

There's one ex who's inspired this post. He used to torture his body and l never knew why. Vomit and diarrhea were a weekly ritual. He used to eat and drink the weirdest things. One of his addictions other than alcohol was pork. Did you know pork triggers your brain to become more sexually active? Horniness 24/7. I cannot scientifically prove this. However, the worms invade your joints and brain. I no longer eat pork or sausages.

Why would someone put their body through such pain and discomfort? Why would l put my body through this too? It's similar to going to the gym and having intense exercise. The following days your body will be in intense pain. After the pain, the desired results. A fit body. These are the same reasons. Every time his body was restful and slightly better. I have changed my meals in the past two weeks. Adjusting to it isn't instant. If it is some sort of detox and exercise. Stomach grumbling and leg muscle aches are normal and so is the diarrhea. It is completely normal courtesy of knowing my body and how it reacts to everything l consume.

Don't get me wrong... there are underlying psychological reasons as well. Inflicting pain in my body may be a result of low esteem or lack of self-love or extremely high self-esteem and loads of self-love. It may go either way. Once you get tired of things happening to you, you take charge. Everything is happening because you made it happen. This is a very high level of self-awareness. Self-induced diarrhea is self-awareness 😂. How?

I no longer date date doctors. most of you know l will act like a doctor but that ship has sailed. I don't need to be a medical doctor to know my body. I need to observe it and review past experiences and patterns. Take up the challenge. How well do you know your body? Diarrhea and all.